Anger Management.

A certain "Anonymous" person posted the comment recently that I should go get fucked (awfully close to patent infringement motherfucker) to get rid of the anger that I'm so proud of. Well sir, to you I have a few thoughts to share.

The "anger" you speak of has no relationship to my sex life (or lack thereof), it's driven by my reacting to the inherent stupidity of the general populace and how I view my station in life. It is also inextricably tied to my personality. Believe me, if I was "happy" and "nice" all of the time, no one would want to have anything to do with me. I know that a great many people get, at the very least, a giggle when I "go off" about something. It's expected of me and I wouldn't want to disappoint my legions of adoring fans.

There was a point in my life that what is now perceived as anger was genuine, raging against the machine if you will. At this point in my life alot of it is just for show, though not all of it. If I didn't vent on a regular basis, I'm not sure what would happen, but it wouldn't be pretty. Of that I'm assured.

I genuinely get enraged when I see idiocy in its many forms. It is very difficult for me to deal with people who, not neccessarily with malicious intent, act like a total fucking retard. I may not always have the right answer, but I get asked an awful lot of questions about an awful lot of things. I don't claim to have all of the answers but I like to help where I can.

I truly enjoy crafting entries. As an amateur wordsmith I find it gratifying. To many my tone and choice of words and topic might not meet their liking, but as I have stated before this blog is for me. I'm not trying to make friends nor enemies with this, just to shake up people's world view, if only for a moment.

For me, the most virtiolic entries are my personal favorites as I feel that is some of my best writing to date. I've found my voice which is always the hardest thing to do as an author. It is also cathartic, by voicing my opinion in this forum I can "get it out there". I can't think of any other place that I could state my opinions as I do and honestly have people react to what I have to say. Here the comments have been at turns both humorous and thoughtful, even if the person is only reacting to something I've said, such as yourself.

So, good sir, I have this to say in parting. If I were to make a personal attack on you, believe me, I am man enough to use your name. In the future I would hope you will do me the courtesy of the same.