Sheeple

I believe that taken on a sociological and sociatal level people are nothing but sheep. They feel the need to follow. Unfortunately, the one thing that seems to bind them is organized religion. Be they Jew, Christian, Hindu or whatever, people feel a need to belong and organized religion seems to be their poison of choice. I wish people could think for themselves and have the personal strength to stand up for their convictions. It's a sad treatise on the world when murderers and rapists are the only people strong enough to stand on their own and do what they believe in without the fear of being judged.

I do not follow any organized religion. I have my own beliefs that have served me well. I don't believe that any one person can tell me what I can and cannot do with my life. I cite persons such as Jim Baker and Jerry Falwell as prime examples of the folly of following the words of ONE person. You that cannot or willnot think for your self have only these false prophets to look to. Both have been disgraced as they fell to their baser natures. They are nothing but hypocrites as are any so called religious leader. No one person can tell you how to live your life, only you can make those decisions.

As a human being, I live by the tenets of the people that have influenced me. Remember, Christ was a man, albeit a man with good ideas, but a man none the less. I feel no need to have a group of out of touch, secular retards, tell me what I can and cannot do. Christianity was formed over 2000 years and has been bastardized by people. Humans with riduculous notions of how we should live. Remember that.

Love, Compassion and Trust are all I need to get me through life. Money is a means to an end and not an end in and of itself. I know that good things will come to me if I live a good life, I've dealt with adversity, but at it's worst, life has shown me incredible beauty and love. I cherish the friends I've made and I love my family and I can't think of anything more fullfilling. I'm blessed that I've had the experiences that I've had. Each and every one of them has taught me something about life and about myself. I've learned a great deal about how to live my life as a better person and for that I am grateful.

Stories from whatever bible you may read are nothing but that, stories. They may have some historical truth, but at the end of the day they are nothing but morality tales. All designed to give you some direction as to how to live as a better person. It's up to you to filter out the bullshit LAWS and whatnot and take away the base ideas that can make us all better human beings, because no matter color your skin is and no matter what name you call your god, we are all in this together.

Random Ramblings

In my present state, I feel it necessary to effuse on some random shit.

1. Work Sucks. This is self evident. If it wasn't work they'd fucking call it fun.

2. Hot Chicks. I must admit Calgary has some incredibly fine pussy. (Just wish I could get my hands, and other parts on some of it).

3. Calgary drivers. As alluded to in a previous post, they are still a bunch of spastic, half-wit, fucking morons. I take my life into my own hands every time I get behind the wheel. Which sucks for me as I only have PLPD for insurance.

4. Pussy. Sorry to come back to this, but Cowtown has some fine chicks and I really want to get my hands on one. I'm not greedy, one will do, for now.

5. Money. I've never experienced such a bunch of self-absorbed, self-important bunch of assholes as I have since I moved here. It's really something to behold. What the fuck ever happened to humility.

6. Work Redux. It's amusing, I have none of the responsiblity of my former job, yet my experience actually seems to account for something. Slowly, they're trying to draw me into their web, but I'm fighting it at every turn. I'm thoroughly enjoying just being a bitch, though most everyone sees that it won't last long. Oh yeah, and the full time hours and two week pay schedule are sweet as well.

7. Life. In spite of my POS car and my TV crapping out, I'm suprisingly at peace with the world. I'm slowly learning what works and what doesn't for me and I'm okay with that. Ultimately I know that I'm going to piss off a number of people when I tell them to fuck off and die, but in the end I have to be true to me. If you're one of the pissed off, well, to fuckin' bad for you.

8. People. I still hate them. I have one word that could make a major difference in the world. Compassion. If everyone practiced just a little of it everyday things would change for the better. Instead of trying to improve your lot in life at the expense of someone else, how about trying to figure out a way for both of you to reach your goals. I'm fucking tired, and I mean tired of people stepping on someone else's dreams just to make themselves look better or feed their own bullshit ego. When you die, no will care about your middle-management position. What you do to improve the human race will count, not that you stomped on someone else's dreams just because you couldn't deal with them. People will NOT respect you because of your position. I personally have no respect for TITLE, they are all just cogs on a wheel and the sooner the higher ups learn that and respect and understand what the people below them do and accomplish the better off we'll all be. I don't care if you're the president or CEO or whatever, I'll still tell you to fuck off. The people at the bottom are the people that are making you all of the money and you do nothing to repay them for their labours.

9. Bosses. I'm grateful that I have bosses that understand and appreciate the labour involved in what we do. They show their gratitude in numerous ways, from picking up a bar tab to a simple "good job". That to me is the most gratifying thing a boss can do. Letting you know your doing a good job is inspirational and encourages you to do good work. There are companies that could learn a thing or two from the people I work for. Blaine I'm fucking talking about you, you fucking asshole. Oh yeah Blaine, see number 8 you fucking moron.

10. Blaine. Even though you may never read this, you really fucked up. I was the biggest cheerleader you ever had. I promoted the company even though I knew it was bullshit. I feel sorry for all of the people that have to put up with you and your narrow minded, arrogant crap. You are not the be-all, end-all. In fact you aren't even a particularily intelligent businessman. You've bled a good portion of your most talented staff to the competion all in your ridiculous arrogance to keep middle-management retards. You've single handedly destroyed the soul of the company and lost some of the most talented, hard-working and commited people I've ever met. Good job fuckwad, and good luck with the lawsuit you fucking moron. We left, they didn't recruit us. It's sad that you have to resort to legal proceedings to try and cover up your own short comings. I truely hope that someday I see you panhandling just so I can ignore you just as you've ignored all of us.